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today was the day!
i have to resort to listening to Baby It's Cold Outside to psycho myself. MEGA HOT SAVE ME.
i have watched stuff except things in the list nyeheheh. Criminal Minds Season 4 and now im watching boys over flowers, the korean version of meteor garden - liu xing hua yuan. hoho. there's a really hamsum looking guy there 8) i like. and then im doing other things that will be posted here in due time! and i cant get a job :(
anat was &*^%$^&*( because stuff that we didnt expect all came out. we thought we were smart cuz we can actually spot questions. but nooo, the lecturers even smarter can. spot what we will spot, then set all the others instead. what is the world coming to? said voon, after anat exams, "where's the sex?!" lol. totally. i have stats left and its times like that i REALLY REALLY WISH i had like 1/1000 of leonard's brain. or 1/1000 of jy's on another note, im adding harper's island to my list of stuff to watch. yesterday after anat i came home and watched 10000 episodes of bones at one go. i dont suppose there was any reason to reward myself, but er. surviving the day was goode enough right :) oh and maybe watch all of harry potter again. woohoo. when's the new movie coming outttt zzz. i think after exams i will go macs every day because some coupons came in the mail and it looks very tempting. maybe like white sands because the library is near too. the bomb. can you imagine eating macs and reading for the whole day! that is the life can :) i hate stats.
jo says: oh i can almost smell the fresh air.
why, you ask? because it sounds nice. what a shallow answer HAHAHA. okay thats it.
[added] pinky and the brain - inspired by jy ... i cant remember what else!! but in the mean time. mug.
I ALMOST TOUCHED IT because i thought it was a rubber band!! life is sucky at the moment. its the week meant for mugging, but i have read Flowers for Algernon instead :/ and reading www.fmylife.com that qing introduced. which can really be hilarious sometimes. i have a dino that hatched from my kinder surprise egg watching over me and telling me to go mug mug mug. later la, eme says.
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i didnt take part in earth hour!! because my papa and my mummy were so engrossed in the channel 8 taiwan show we totally forgot about it. HAHAHA. working in the dark with candles would have been awesome. i mean doesnt the possibility of and its jun_yang's birthday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY
can i just add here, that safti is a HUGE place. we had to walk in from joo koon. but excluding that, from the MAIN GATE alone, we took like a million years to walk to the parade square. omg. totally my exercise of the year :o i really need to go rush out my stufffff so i'll blog about it later. but this part, just in case i forget, is important: i was sitting beside wil's cousin, shawn, who's 6 or 7 years old i think! and jiahui was sitting beside me. (sword of honour people going up to receive their swords from vip) oh i love kids! wil is a SIR oleh! :) could see the respect and admiration from wil's small little cousins just pouring out bloop bloop. so cute :) ok bye bye world!
and there was a line in the song that went: hahaha. love it love it. ok bye bye!
when i woke up today it was raining very heavily. and it was a thunderstorm!! like the real damn loud type. it doesnt happen very often nowadays. i remember last time when we were all very young it was so common can. the type of thunder that will piang and we'll all get a shock. lol. alot of things dont happen now anymore. like cutting off our water and electricity supply for like an afternoon to save and ration. my family used to fill pails of water to prepare for the afternoon for cooking, bathing and stuff. and i dont we ended up using them most of the time. LOL. in fact i think we wasted more during rationing :p ok term papers here i come T.T In all of creation
yesterday the junior batch received theirs too, and i suddenly felt very old. im a j4 you know! :O was just looking at the stats for last year's batch on the site, (and i saw jon's big face there too lol) then i was wondering how many people will have to walk down the same path i did. lol. i never did talk about As here :) and i think all my close friends at that time consciously made the effort not to talk about results in front of me. want to comfort me also, yet dont want to remind me about it right. hahaha. but i figured maybe somewhere next time down the road i'll still want to read about how i felt at that point of my life. so while i can still remember everything very very clearly i should write everything down! i remember last year on the 7th i was still at work can in the morning. hahaha. with sheryl at hgs, and ky took leave to calm her nerves lol. and we were all shit worried and everyone else around us in the staff room could totally FEEL it. sheryl pulled a chair and sat beside me and we were basically just stoning to the max. and i think at 9+ or 10+ she called her teacher and found out her results already. LOL. so she was very happy after that and i was left drowning in my own worries o.o that girl. lol. was so sweet. she found out her results over the phone and didnt come back to seat until some time later because i was already so worried and she didnt want to like tell me yet. hahaha. silly girl! so went to school everything. raymond was there too! he wanted to be there with me. also very sweet! but because i was there too when he received his can (im convinced i was like x1000 more anxious than him. qing and i were in gallery staring down at their batch). and jac was on the PHONE with me when i collected my results. so much support can lol. and while i was sitting opposite mr tan and michelle ooi (who never taught me, who never knew me), waiting for mr tan to flip through all the result slips looking for mine, i can honestly say it was the most (*#$*#$ moment of my life :) and then when i finally got back my results it was the saddest. didnt know how to tell jac, raymond was there. classmates behind me (the first few in front of me all got all their As lol). i didnt look back and didnt dare to, because there were people who cared for me there - the worst thing that can happen is to want to comfort a person, yet not knowing how to. walked out. went to benches in the sun away from the crowds and i sat there crying for one and half hours. lol. and all that time raymond was perspiring like mad and he didnt complain at all :) so after i received my results, i transformed from a recent graduate BRIMMING with a future with many prospects and (inserts many more words here) to someone who failed the system, reduced to a blemish on the statistics forever. i think it was both the results and consequences of that i felt so sad about. i worked very very very very hard for chem and so i was proportionally sad, especially for that. then the second wave of sadness because i realised that id never stand a chance fighting for the course that i wanted, and it was all ive been thinking, dreaming, slogging my guts out for for the past 6 years of my life. so it was really quite hard. i remember going back to mr tan after that in the hall to pass him sth, and he was struggling to find the right substitutes to bascially phrase "why did you screw up so badly". lol. so after that i went out, and i cried for another hour. i have a picture of myself i took on that day to mourn my results/death of all my hopes. forced raymond to take with me ^^ lol. i smiled, and my nose was ridiculously redder than rudolfs'. so after that for quite a while it was regular interval crying. when everyone else was troubled over which branded college to go to, which scholarship to take, which part of the world to conquer, i was killing brain cells over whether to even give my dream a shot. not the very usual path of students where we come from. it was a very hard decision to even try, knowing how high the chances of disappointment will be. but now when i look back, im so glad i did, even though im not where i wanted to be. not getting in hurt like mad of course. hoho. and even worst still was that it felt like i disappointed alot of people too like my family. my dad specially took leave on the day of my interview to fetch me so i had time to prepare stuff ok! the bomb. my jie says i wouldnt have felt so sad if i decided not to apply in the first place. which is true. lol. but if i didnt, i think it would have resulted in a different type of sadness. i dont know about the magnitude though. i never thought id be doing what im doing now. but yes i can honestly tell you im not satisfied :) was telling gj today, i think my satisfaction comes from certainty - knowing where my route leads to and right now nothing's coming up. i mean if i were in a course where i knew exactly what i'll be- say pharmacy, i'll be alot happier. i dont know also whether i regret taking this course instead of taking up the other unis' offers, or doing another major in another fac where the workload is lighter (a bachelors degree is a bachelor's degree, why do we have so many more hours to complete!!) instead. but i guess as i nagivate my way through, ill eventually find out :) and talking about gj! it has been 4 years since i met him :) lol. today jac and i had dinner with him (we were very distracted by his looooong hair). nice time catching up x) and he's totally enjoying himself doing what he likes to do in germany (deciding to major in german and philo from a science student in jc is a huge switch and definitely not for the faint hearted). very habby for him!! :) oh jac and i counted today, we've both known him for 9 years! thats like half of jac's life. lol. how cool is that pls :) writing this entry has been an emotional rollercoaster pls. lol. but maybe now, after finally breaking this longlong silence, i can finally move on 8)
COUNT MEHMEH! and of course because all of us know counting mehmehs in your mind can only bring you closer to insanity...
so i was looking through the photos i uploaded from my phone the other day and i found these :) was mugging for CHEM last year before exams with nerdy beside me as always and i stepped away to talk to my sister. when i came back i saw this: damn cute right!! my dad did it. lolll. and when i was laughing and laughing when i saw him, my dad said from upstairs "nerdy want to listen to music because you left him alone downstairs". HAHAHA. my dad is very powerful :) i will upload the nerdy chronicles one day. i have a gazillion pictures of him! good bye world! run away with me
and then 2 years later i look at where i am now and what im doing and it occurred to me that im still at the same place, no where closer. further, actually. with reference to what im also not sure. it just feels further. i think if i channel all this energy its generating to my fingertips and point it to a candle, i might actually be able to light a flame. ... i was looking at the tips of my hair to see if got split ends. and to my horror i saw a giant flying ant evily staring back at me while camouflaging in my hair. i am cursed. yesterday i was writing a paragraph. words dont flow out naturally anymore. and i cant string a proper sentence together. its quite upsetting :( i mean it wasnt too long ago i was still writing essays you know. lit and gp, argue argue argue. quality aside of course. but the sheer length alone. wah. and i find it difficult to write a single paragraph now!! mental inertia. i just visited weekeeleet, mr ng's lit blog for us last time. its still there! the last post: Sunday, November 11, 2007 It has been fun, beloveds. i remember reading that on the eve of lit paper 1 and being so so so grateful for having such a great lit teacher. i miss his lessons the most. lol. i never thought i'll be feeling this way because we'd all be so brain dead after every single of his lessons. but i seriously do!! his mind works in amazing ways. i can remember he could just look at a single line and talk and talk and talk and link it from one idea to another. even better, talk about what is NOT in the line (and i really do mean things like empty spaces after a line) and it becomes yet another essay :O mr ng was brilliant. and like what aud reminded me, he had BIG slide numbers on his powerpoints. to help poor people like us take notes and match it to the ppt. why cant the whole world take after him :| take a seat they love to tell you
its 15 days late here but happy birthday qingsss! you know we love you :) we had a chocolate fondue party for qings, tucked ourselves away far from everyone at a romantic corner in engin. i mean real romantic, like dark corner, with a free water cooler and our very own private dustbin. how cool is that you tell me :) attracted incredulous looks from people including a cleaner auntie who was very sweet, but refused to try a chocolate biscuit. aud was very i think we all had alot of fun :D and with a fully charged camera (we learnt our lesson from kris' birthday because my camera was flat so we had to ration photos T.T) and choked up like 70++ photos. lol. im not putting qing's lovely photo here cuz she might kill me. eh but its really cute!! :) but because she is so embarrassed about it cannot put here la, and of course i cant tell anyone the fact that i put it as the photo cover for her birthday album in facebook. :D i love you all :) :) met up with THE GANG as jun_yang affectionately refers to us by when he talked to jac at home. lol. notice the spacing? cuz ah i just realised i always type his name as junyang. are you offended!! i mean ill get disgusted if anyone joined my chinese name together :O sorry boy :p so we went to pasir ris and had alot of fun. met up with jun_yang first because zf was completing her project! so we sat in macs eating ICE CREAM drool. i got a treat from him!! (because he's earning a salary, he says, so its okay to treat. lol!) and the others all came after that and we all went to oh shucks whats the place called. mr chicken? LOL. at eHub. not bad! my first time there :) leo named his chicken he ate. its called *drumroll* HOTHOT. it comes with a complete set of actions to accompany it too ok mind you. ask chris and leonard to perform it for you next time :) HAHAHA. crazy boy. or was it hothot drum? zomg my memory fails me D: OH OKAY I JUST REMEMBERED the store is called bbq chicken. LOL. yes yes :) played board games after that and i lost at every single game omg life totally sucks. LOL. supposed to go zf's house to eat watermelon after that! but too late i cannot :( but i think leo and chris are both very sweet can. they always dont mind coming over to the east to meet up-- even though chris' camp is in yew tee :P thank you!! :) ill look out for homes in the east for you two so you all can buy next time :D <3 sign language is awesome, but very psychomotor. and the pace is very quick! and of course when we learn a new language, the first thing we try to learn, just for fun's sake :) yesterday on the mrt (ok this alone is very cool because i dont usually have a companion on the mrt; the extreme east you see), i offered jun_yang a fisherman's friend. insisted he had something even better, and he whipped out mint tictacs. the box looked REALLY battered pls lol. i think this was why he told me the fun fact of the day-- did you know mint kills sperm? WTH HAHAHAHA. so he says he only eats them when he needs to stay awake in lecture. lawl. so one would deduce that his education is more important than his manliness. "no its ok, can afford to lose some." LOL. ok lor. but ok this is serious. i need to tell chaoxiang this immediately because we spam fisherman's friend and eclipse and impact like its the end of the world, for his sake :O and since we're on the topic of chaoxiang-- he is determined to get into our lecturer's tutorial classes. but she didnt allow him to, so he now sits OUTSIDE her classes to attend her tutorial. and yes im serious. (note qings is calefare here only ok. focus on chaoxiang!! lol) so poor thing right. awwww :( such is the state we are reduced to :( oh ok this is very cool cuz i finally downloaded pics from my phone from eons ago. cx and i prepared a slice of cake for qings after lecture on her birthday. we lit it and placed it on the chair and waited for her to notice it. but er we talked too long and i think i moved it or sth SO THE PLASTIC STARTED BURNING. like serious melting and BURNING hahaha!! so in the aftermath of the tragedy... notice the holes in the plastic? hahaha. there were people around us and they looked really shocked. but i guess they didn't know how to tell us because they didnt want to spoil the surprise. lol. it was really quite a joke :P i mean how often do you have a cake in flames. so drama. very apt because qing's facebook status was "the horror, the horror!" about her birthday. first digit 2 already!! :O aud introduced this musical to me a few weeks back and im totally hooked -- bare: a pop opera. she loved it so much she SHIPPED it over from US. it cost a bomb. a big bomb. lol. but absolutely worth it :) there's a song from it in the entry below. my favourite songs from the musical keep increasing. michael arden from the musical, and matt doyle from the studio recording are fantastic. and hot. and have great voices. ive been having bouts of hyperventilation just thinking of that alone :) and when i actually hear them, you can actually see a blob of me on the floor cuz i totally melt can! pity the musical will never come to singapore :( ok im late fare thee well world! All I ever want is there in your eyes
The role of a lifetime is living a fantasy.
nescafe machine consisted of: cappuchino, latte, expresso, kopi-o etcetc. they even had buttons for milo. and HIGH CALCIUM milo somemore okay dont play. wins the machine at the hotel i was working at last time because the hotel nescafe machine didnt have milo NYEHEHEH. the only bad thing? they too efficient. the first time i went there last week with my dad, my cup was still being filled with coffee then our number got called already T.T today abit better. BOTH our cups were filled already and we sat down. a grand total of 2 seconds later then our number got called. at least got the 2 seconds of warming the seat. hahaha. cups frothy frothy one. drink until so shiok :) must use my first salary next time to buy myself one nescafe machine next time. think about it again, dont know whether first salary enough not o.O i met a moron called melvin tan in school today. who was very full of himself because for the first time since i entered nus he actually spotted me first. and because he actually wasnt with girls today :O lol. "sitting with 4 guys okay!" nehneh. then i met junyang. who's becoming so lame until i keep having this urge to stab my fork into him. HAHAHA. okay just had to write that because seldom go canteen ma so everytime go canteen very exciting and meet the weirdest people (where weirdest people = melps and junyang) :) :) the twilight ost is awesome! on a separate note, my tutorials and lab reports and everything are pouring in mercilessly. AND I GOT A TEST THIS FRI! who on earth gets tests in the second week of school seriously. and i need to raise funds to fund my textbooks. very tragic. goodbye world, goodbye! D:
cx says: eme says: cx says: eme says: pris says: cx says: eme says: cx says: eme says: cx says: eme says: cx says: eme says: pris says: told you bidding conversations are happening. hahaha. now is twiddle thumb and wait for bidding results time!
i feel like ive lived 2oo8 in vain :[
im going to take modules alone and attend tutorials and lessons on my own next semester as qing has forsaken me. this came out of module bidding conversation: pris says: cx says: cx says: pris says: cx says: e m e:
no la bluff one. hahaha. it suddenly came into my mind- mugging for exams was super hardcore. the amount of stuff you need to know.. very scary. but was quite the experience was one of a kind.. spamming caffeine. i think i tried all the kinds of tea at home, like mega huge lot pls. and getting msgs from qings at 3am because she knew ill still be awake. hahaha. in response to a msg asking if she'll miss our nights together (WINKWINK hahaha): <3<3!ttly cant survive all the late nights without u man! Hahaha are you freaking kidding me ill be so darned glad when this sem is over!! which is TODAY! i laughed so hard i actually somehow got hyped up enough to study for another 5 hours before konking out. OK REALLY GOOD BYE! :)
i think the people taking the cores i did this sem next sem (HOHOHO confusing confusing) have a very xingfu life cuz their timetable totally super nice. i mean zomg we had to stay until 7 (that meant 9am-7pm straight lessons with one hr break only for qings and me!!) why they next sem early afternoon finish already T.T life sucks.
and with the amount of points we have now bid what can D: get whacked by seniors only T.T and the seemingly nice modules i wanted to take all clash with cores! why tell me why!
okay next sem aside, my first sem of uni life has ended! (i dont know whether to insert :) or :( ) exams were.. i dont know. results will come out before christmas. sighhhhhh. but modules this sem were enlightening i guess. core modules pretty much dance dangerously close to the outer limits of brain capacity. maybe not, i think they force you to expand brain capacity. seriously.
english was great, i mean lecturer was superb, project mates were fun to be with. content was wow. exam was really scary though, but no regrets taking :) physics & music was a weird combination at first. but it was quite cool too. i think the last time i did so much calculations in a single sitting before my CA was math As lol. calculations are disgusting i tell you. but i can go around and haolian ive done a physics uni modules YO :) all you physics As people big ahhhhhh HAHAHA.
and so 5 modules, 10 tests, 4 exams, 3 projects, 8 presentations, many lab hours and reports later, ive completed my first sem. i dont know if the rest of my uni life will be like that. i remember during one of the lectures the lecturer was talking about the importance of i also forgot what, and that we'll all be graduating with a BSc, all 400+ of us in that lt alone. i looked around, cringed, got very scared.
i look at you and i wish and wish and wish i had a chance to do what you do, cast away these trivialities that pale so much in comparison. do what you do.
on another note, OK GOOD BYE need to wake up in 3 hours! must put this higher up because its still very cute: ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ ah habby habby eme!
And no one shows us to the land Strangers passing in the street And no one calls us to move on Cloudless everyday you fall upon my waking eyes And no one sings me lullabies
1. worm on my pillow (see entry below below) 2. when washing my specs at home it died on me - it broke! titanium broke! i know im strong and i cant help it BUT IT FREAKING BROKE and i am very gek. 3. my father's type punctured after picking me up from school (another kind hearted soul came out of his car at the traffic light to tell us, or we wouldn't have known). it was un unrepairable puncture because it was THAT bad: a tow truck happened to pass by and tried to cheat my dad's money by charging uber highly. but the cool thing of the day: i was in the back seat of the car while the car was being towed away. illustration: notice that i was FACING the oncoming traffic as the car was being towed away HAHA. oh my :) experience of a lifetime i tell you, except that i had a test the next day and the repairs took a gazillion years to finish. 4. i stepped on a bloody beetle that was below my room door, after i opened the door. it was either already dead, or i killed it. either way, i hate the sight of beetles and imagine my horror when i realised i STEPPED on one ZOMG. 5. i couldnt sleep the entire night because i was so disturbed about my entire day and i was hoping very very hard it wouldnt continue to the next because i got a test pls. a test. but not sleeping was not good because i was completely drained during the test and i developed a damn bad cold. that meant hardly being able to open eyes and a stuffed nose comparable to a stuffed turkey. WHY SO SUAY? okay melps just came online and i saw this in his nick: ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ ok its distorted here but OMG so cute please :) i am happy now!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS! :):):)
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD? so i stood there, petrified, while my younger sister flicked the dead **** (dead or alive, its still a freaking **** OKAY) into the toilet bowl with an old toothbrush and my older sister removed my pillow casing. my life belongs to them now. and if youre from the spcw (Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Worms) and very concerned about the action above, to the toilet bowl with you too. &@#(*&#*@#(*@&# i have absolutely no idea how it got there and its very disturbing. something that made me even more perturbed: eme: I FOUND A **** ON MY PILLOW. like i said before, what is wrong with the world?! but **** business aside, and im so sorry this had to be in the same entry as the ****s.
heavy heavy heavy heart.
so okay anyway this time i whacked him (the first time i oi-ed him, second time i made a noise because i lost my voice, third time i sent him a hate sms, ok so this IS the 4th time, assssss). and he stopped a while to talk, and complain how im unnoticeable! hahaha. then julia happened to walk pass so she stopped by too! then laadeeda and perry saw us so he came over. then dumdumdeedee and JOYCE chanced upon us too. LOL. and so there we were in the middle of no where at the bottom of a flight of steps in the middle of a walking path having a mini shooting gathering. it was really very cool :) just at a very bad timing because lecture already started like 20 minutes ago or something. HAHAHA. so talk talk a while then had to go already D: and i forgot the point i wanted to make about this. lol. i am getting old! my dad has been letting me drive his car for the past 2 days :) i thought he wouldn't at all hahaha. so i was pleasantly surprised at how often he was giving me the chance to :) driving back from eastpoint on thurs, followed by picking my sister up from school. and on fri my first night drive and expressway from town!! er i took 10000 years to come home because my dad would be hyperventilating if i went at 60km/h [oh the irony of ironies], but i brought jac and him back in one piece so thats good :) its really sweet too that he specially made time to help me stick on my p-plates and alot of practice in the carpark before i started my first drive on thurs. hee. i have to say though, car is bloody big compared to tortoise vios. i probably wont know im about to bang, until after i bang. sigh :( its 2.41 and i suddenly feel bitter. just a little more will suffice, or would it.
must upload this: modern biochem lectures-- dory fish ftw.
ok bye!
if i could choose, it'll still be rjshooting,
:D habby habby habbbbyyyyy! i had a nice warm up instructor and a nice tester today. i am blessed :) license means alot to me because i think it was something i worked very hard for heehee. you all dont understand how (@&##*&@ it can be for someone who has zilch hand-eye-leg coordination OKAY. lolll. so i will twiddle my thumbs and wait for my beloved license to arrive through registered post in my mail <3<3 oh but since theres this (@#&# thing on monday called the Chem Test, i think i should twiddle my thumbs WHILE mugging in the mean time too. oleholeh! :D
so we turned to trusty ol google. this was what i found: 'If you threw a cupcake against the wall, you would hear something of a "poof!" If you threw a muffin, you would hear a "thud!"' HAHAHA okay lor win already lor <3
today was my first el lecture :) qing and i think the air is fresher and the grass is greener in arts. good start already :) 2 years since i had lesson with sherine! hahaha. el lecture was goode. lecturer was fantastic. company was great. need i say more HEEHEE :D sherine thinks the big graduation animal in co-op is a bear with a golden mane! hahaha! "but its a graduation bearrrr!" xD bear with lion split personality please! either that or bear with serious identity crisis. must take a photo post here. lol! lunch at macs (hooray to qing for finding a decent route without stairs)!! trashy food happy eme :) after a longggg lunch we miraculously still had time to burn before the next lecture. but it had to RAIN bomb heavily. and we didnt know the way to the library. curses at rain. otherwise just cross the road reach already please. but NOOO. rain until so heavy must go through 10000 buildings. so armed with a map, the navigator in us emerged again nyeheheh. SO EXCITING RIGHT! :) adventure number 2 <3 we walked past mcdonalds 3 times trying to figure out how to get there HAHAHA! but we still made it okay. we are very proud of ourselves :) random happy thought: saw annananana in engin today! and saw joyce yesterday! BIG GRIN :D [/randomhappythought] we studied for 4 hours!! gasp! lol. then we made our way back for lecture. the moment we stepped in it felt so wrong la. totally empty, save for 2 peoples. and when i was still trying to process what i saw, qing asked if today was the day lecture was supposed to be cancelled. hahaha. that girl's brain works damn fast i tell you. WAH BIANG WE FORGOT THAT LECTURE WAS CANCELLED CAN. CAN. zomggg. and we were so happy when he told us a few weeks ago that it'll be cancelled. and we were looking forward to it so much. AND WE FORGOT :O we almost died laughing outside the lt. lol! but as qing told kris-- "we were not the only idiots." hahaha! because there were people walking in and then out 5 seconds later with gek faces too! somebody save us from the idiots we're becoming. but that was still good because i met jac at eastpoint to shop :D jac got selected to go to melbourne for summer school! SO COOL LA :D can buy presents for me <3 my beloved sister is baking for her even more beloved teacher. notice the noun is singular? HEH HEH :) i am cursed. own sister dont bake for me, bake for HEPMIL! pounds chest in agony, not orangutan-like. ohoh! ok look at my books! thats a ruler at the side yo all you people who dont know what a ruler looks like. thats 5 inches of stuff to read! :O i am going to be clever! clever eme will be habby eme <3<3
the only difference? HIS mistress knows he's married, so there's an agreement, a consensus of some sort. he could actually tell me that! wth! and i think he was really proud of it, which made it even more nauseating. i think i should have rammed the passenger seat where he was sitting into a 100 year old tree to ok but that aside, i saw belinda! who was about to take her test! hahaha. it was very weird because she was doing stretches while waiting. LOL. swimmer is swimmer. i miss the sec1/sec2 girls! growl. im falling in love with sam sparro's black and gold. not the type i usually like, but its growing on me! 'cause if you're not really here and i wish i was something a little more.
my printer is dead after lecture notes printing from first week. how! :[ no fate with notes what to do! dont have laptop cannot just appear in lts with a trusty laptop with notes on screen. but then again, judging by the number of people watching youtube videos during lectures hmm. LOL. sometimes i hope they can watch something that will actually interest me can :[ so far the ones that ive been secretly observing all so boring D: hahaha. oh i must say this. i met junyang 4 out of 5 school days last week! thats like ten thousand times more than i see kris and same number of times as QING (who shares almost all the same modules as me). the 4th time was a joke because he epitomised the meaning of BOUNCING out of nowhere at the mrt station. HAHAHA <3 kris also crashed one of our lectures hee. when qing and i were 100% following lecture totally (undoubtedly) kris was reading hana kimi and laughing to herself and busy feeding us food (think buffet style, food dished out from her bag. her bag which vaguely resembles doraemon's magic pocket in function) like nougats from australia and cheese bites from japan :O shes the bomb <3<3 kris' way of eating nougats (note: the hard ones ok!) is an art on its own-- totally quiet, which puts my munching to complete shame. @(&#(*#&@# but i really tried :| lawl. a very cool thing i took away from soci lecture was when the lecturer was talking about social deviance to be covered being about "nuts, sluts and perverts" (Liazos, 1972). lol. but other than that, school has still been pretty much.. like that lor. jc was alot funner i think. cuz there were classmates and the girls and the shooters and the random people like junyang HAHAHA. no more things like stealing jacob biscuits and sweets from aud :( i dont think i treasured the 2 years in jc enough. hai. ok eme stinks. toilet beckons. off to bathe!
qing and i went on an adventure after soci lecture today :) hahaha. mcdonalds rendezvous please! because soci was in engin fac so you know you know, its totally impolite not to pay our respects to good old red and yellow ronald can NYEHEHEH :) kris would have joined us but us noble people persuaded her against ponning lects. haha. so the arduous journey began. picture two very excited and hungry people holding a MAP and navigating our way through the freaking big engin fac. and loads and loads of steps which are endlessssssssly lonnnnggg. omg kill us please -_- hahaha. but it was pure bliss okay (after asking 2 people... eme & qing: hello. do you happen to know where mcdonalds is? ... overcoming all kinds of terrain... qing: ya i remember mcdonalds is on a hill. eme: *while finding the lt earlier on, mounting 10^E99 stepsss* should be here la hor.. wah wait really not here we need to climb all the waaayyyy downnnnn all these stepssss x10^E99 HAHAHA (eme & qing stares at LONG flight of steps ahead, and realises that could be the way to mcdonalds)-- :O ... and a full 25 minutes later). lo and behold! mcdonalds <33 i like! hee. all the trials and tribulations were totally all worth it :) unsettled feelings must be settled soon yo. just a matter of time righto.
it got harder after lecture ended. but i guess things like that wont kill :) oh! there was a tall (hot, he insists) pink monster who shouted my name from one end of the bus stop to the other where i was standing :O hahaha! i could have died pok! heart attack! lawl. and junyang wears braces!! so hamsome! lol. i think its some ploy to make people's hearts flutter! sneaky sneaky. school later. so tmd far awayyyy D:
i finished reading breaking dawn! :O :O i dont like also. so school really starts tomorrow. im in meganormous denial. is school really starting? ... okay lor. megagigantonormous sigh. it doesnt help that the journey from home to school every day is so long. the older i get the further school is. that is totally.. growl. rawr. BURP. aiyah okay back to fitting in a sucky timetable.
big growl. eclipse one more time, following by breaking dawn soon. really soon. and i heard dublin sky a few days ago on shuffle, i think i fell in love with the song all over again. its almost magical how old songs can simply reappear out of nowhere and just fit in snugly with everything around. I've been down a lonely street tonight But clouds cover up a Dublin sky And I tried to keep my distance I remember laughing on that river's edge And your trembling heart it beats so fast And I felt your slipping fingers Yeah they send you all the way from Hollywood How many days am I gonna regret you? How many dreams have I left deserted? And how many lows did I let you highjack How many days am I gonna regret you? How many nights am I gonna regret you? good night world.
why it has been a few thousand years but its still the first thing on my mind in the morning when i get up. the next thing on my mind as i stare into the mirror when i brush my teeth. its still there when i munch on my bread, lingering around and sneaks in full blast when its quiet and theres nothing to take it off my mind. tell me why. why it still hurts so much even though i know its only a phase that will eventually pass and hide in the shadows of a past memory. why?
wah jealous not :) march is the month of truth! and i havent blogged in a gazillion years.
:[ but! CAME BACK FROM CLASS CHALET. hoho. had a really great time. asshole daidee was best though. "what else can assholes do except pass?" and i watched sunrise! first time okay. it was romantic with trees xiaoting laila and kris. hahaha. im going to miss the class bigbig time :[ its nice to see shooters pwning people at sea games hahaha. jonathan got gold liao lor win liao. and uncle poh said he will mention me in thank you speech! cheat my feelings! D: lawl. i will miss the shooters too :[
and i think im quite scared. on another note, jac's almost done with Os. 5 more papers to go for her! im stuck with 10 :(
and oh since im here-
gp and math 1 is overr. both very insecure :( but HAI. should stop thinking about those and instead look forward-- chem on monday, bio and math on tue. zomg. kill me please. our lives are made
but good things must be shared x] was looking for something then i accidentally clicked the link to his performance of wonderwall. which was fantastic. accidents are good :) Wonderwall
matt corby's the favourite to win. and i really love
9 days to As maybe.
! okay goodbye. math is fun math is hip :)
but if i really cant get them back T.T its 3 and a half years worth of stuff. irreplaceable stuff :( i'm using my phone to blog it's quite cool actually but omg no slaps self. Comp preferred anytime :( Ah this is really quite sucky.
A wasteland of poison darren hayes is beautiful i tell you :) When you let me go On the verge of dumdeedum. it sucks when i have to study when im in this state: and since im here: | whispered her words on June 10, 2009 at 11:11 pm |
♥ of mega hot days ♥
its so mega hot these days!| whispered her words on June 02, 2009 at 7:49 pm |
♥ of hols so far ♥
hello world!
Bones Season 4
Harper's Island (Episodes 1-5) [its not bad really, only that you cant watch the whole season at one go zz]| whispered her words on May 14, 2009 at 7:18 pm |
♥ of the sexless paper ♥
hello world. today is labour day, and its really labour day in every sense of the word.ridiculously crazy (have you all tried talking about math to him before?!) enthusiasm for math. im damn scared stats pull down my CAP to the longkang, or whatever's below the longkang.Einstein's Universe
Physics in Life Sciences
BiodiversityHuman Anatomy
Stats| whispered her words on May 01, 2009 at 11:33 pm |
♥ of mugging ♥
anat does this to jo:
i'm drinking my 3rd cup of coffeee
and each cup has 2pkts of instant mixEinstein's Universe
Physics in Life Sciences
Biodiversity
Human Anatomy
Stats| whispered her words on April 29, 2009 at 11:35 pm |
♥ of the PONS ♥
hello world.
i just wanted to share with the world
that my favourite part of the brain is called
PONS
byebye!| whispered her words on April 27, 2009 at 4:38 pm |
♥ [revised] of preparing for life after exams ♥
i want to watch:
[added] harper's island
[added] harry potty
[added] the bang bang theory - inspired by qings
[added] wei xiao pasta - inspired by kris
house
supernatural
bones
criminal minds
csi
hana yori dango
meteor garden
prince of tennis - inspired by jy
private practice
greys anatomy
i get a stomach ache now everytime i think of the coming anat exams :[| whispered her words on April 27, 2009 at 3:48 pm |
♥ of WORMS ♥
an earthworm came in with the mail!!
:O :O :O| whispered her words on April 21, 2009 at 5:16 pm |
♥ to where you are ♥
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
- To Where You Are, Josh Groban
| whispered her words on April 20, 2009 at 2:35 pm |
♥ of these broken wings ♥
Take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
And learn to live so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up
And let us in
Take these broken wings
- Clay Aiken: Broken Wings
| whispered her words on April 07, 2009 at 12:49 am |
♥ - ♥
its so hard working with people who just dont give a damn because they know there will always be others to pick up the broken pieces and clean up after them. because why? because they freaking have to.
sucks
so
badly
.| whispered her words on April 02, 2009 at 11:53 pm |
♥ of earth hour ♥
i got a confession to make.purposely accidentally burning up all your notes excite you 8)BOY JY.
we are all eargerly waiting for you to start acting your age!! <3| whispered her words on March 29, 2009 at 12:17 am |
♥ of the SIR ♥
yesterday we all had a fantastic time at safti for wil's commissioning! :) im so glad i went! hahaha.
shawn: how come they can go up and get their swords?
jiahui: because they are the best!
shawn: ah xing korkor is not the best?
jiahui: :o
eme: :o
wil's other cousin: :o| whispered her words on March 22, 2009 at 5:14 pm |
♥ of an ocean of diarrhoea ♥
aud sent me jason mraz's details in the fabric!
i feel like,
you're an island of reality in an ocean of diarrhoea. | whispered her words on March 18, 2009 at 12:53 am |
♥ of exciting thunderstorms ♥
term tests all very disappointing :( sigh.
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all| whispered her words on March 07, 2009 at 5:00 pm |
♥ of life after 7th march 08 ♥
today is march the 7th and one year ago on this day i received my results for As.| whispered her words on March 07, 2009 at 12:20 am |
♥ of trying to sleep ♥
what to do when you cant sleep?
| whispered her words on February 23, 2009 at 3:21 am |
♥ of nerdy the great ♥
i cannot sleep i cannot sleep i cannot sleep i cannot sleep. im so tired but i cannot sleep!
let me be your ride out of town
let me be the place that you hide
we can make our lives on the go
run away with me| whispered her words on February 23, 2009 at 2:48 am |
♥ of staying inside the lines ♥
i was looking back at past entries and i realised at this time last year, while i was relief teaching i didn't post a single post! and 2 years ago at around this time i was eating pineapple tarts and preparing to die for bio and chem tests!
Good luck for Paper 1!
take your life
plot it out in black and white
well i never lived the dreams of the prom kings
and the drama queens
i'd like to think the best of me
is still hiding up my sleeve
stay inside the lines
but something's better
on the other side| whispered her words on February 23, 2009 at 12:52 am |
♥ of being beneath a million stars ♥
hectic life! warning: long entry ahead!
cute scary with a hoodie on and a parang knife & a lighter. can i please add that the lighter was some powerful thing. the flame could go like 3 inches tall and go sideways as well. wth!! she very manly lighted all the candles we needed <3 (she got very excited whenever the candle flame went off, i highly suspect now, in retrospect, she might have purposely blown them off!!)
They tell me I'm alright and I realize I always knew
We whisper words when we're alone at night
I want to hear them in the morning light
And with love on our side maybe we'd be alright
Beneath a million stars there's no need to pretend
I look around tonight and wonder why we can't end
The best kept secret...
-- Best Kept Secret from Bare: a pop opera| whispered her words on February 20, 2009 at 4:20 pm |
♥ role of a lifetime ♥
Everythings an act,
When you're pleasing everyone.
And he assumes that role
To such renown.
He plays a perfect part,
Straight from his heart
Knowing the risk he takes
And hoping that the house
Is not brought down.
The trauma that you struggle to erase.
Thoughts battle words over deeds
A war with such casualties
All played out behind a smiling face.
- Role of a Lifetime, from Bare| whispered her words on February 07, 2009 at 7:54 pm |
♥ of the best place on earth ♥
i was at HP's service centre just now with my dad to fix his laptop. its officially the best place on earth to be at because they have a coffee machine there that is super high class.| whispered her words on January 19, 2009 at 10:39 pm |
♥ of flightless birds ♥
have I found you
flightless bird
grounded
bleeding
or lost you, american mouth
big pill stuck going down
| whispered her words on January 19, 2009 at 2:35 am |
♥ of touching here and there ♥
eme says:
OK HOPE FOR THE BEST
yeah
phingers cross
toes cross
hair cross
everything cross
O.o
intestine
er intestine cross not very good
wait dead knot
i see what you do
lawlll
HAHAHAA
ask raymond to operate on me lor
no need la
let him touch me here n there
pris and i WILL get into anat
we can operate for you also
8)
touch me inside n outside
wthhhhh cxxxxx
wthhhhh hahaha
yeah wat if he operate on me will touch me inside out ma
but you very gross!
DAMN DISGUSTING LEI U
EEKS| whispered her words on January 05, 2009 at 5:08 pm |
♥ habby new year! ♥
habby 2oo9 people of the world!| whispered her words on January 01, 2009 at 6:58 pm |
♥ of bidding woes ♥
hello lonely souls of the world.
ARGH
CX I SEND U MY TIMETABLE SO FAR
I NEED ONE MORE MOD TO FIT
u going to print screen ah
btw i playing animal racing game
....
fox against i think deer
LOLLLLLLLL| whispered her words on December 30, 2008 at 2:51 pm |
♥ ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ of obsessions ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ ♥
basically an excuse to do this again: ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ nyeheheh.
28 nov, 3.48am (morning of last paper!)| whispered her words on December 09, 2008 at 5:54 am |
♥ dabomb ♥
looking for modules to take is the bomb. big big bomb okay! sigh. i wanted to plan 3 day work week next sem but cores already 4 days pls. and all at insane hours of the day. kill me now.
| whispered her words on December 09, 2008 at 5:33 am |
♥ T.T ♥
eyebags galore.
oh my cursed life.
| whispered her words on November 27, 2008 at 1:14 pm |
♥ by chance two separate glances meet ♥
Overhead the albatross hangs motionless upon the air
And deep beneath the rolling waves
In labyrinths of coral caves
The echo of a distant time
Comes willowing across the sand
And everything is green and submarine.
And no one knows the wheres or whys
But something stirs and something tries
And starts to climb towards the light
By chance two separate glances meet
And I am you and what I see is me
And do I take you by the hand
And lead you through the land
And help me understand the best I can
And no one forces down our eyes
And no one speaks and no one tries
And no one flies around the sun
inviting and inciting me to rise
And through the window in the wall
Come streaming in on sunlight wings
A million bright ambassadors of morning
And no one makes me close my eyes
And so I throw the windows wide
And call to you across the sky| whispered her words on October 26, 2008 at 6:47 pm |
♥ of surveys ♥
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. [you need to know about inflation hahaha. such pressing needs addressed in my sister's econs book :)]
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch? [iggle piggle on top of my computer screen! have you watched iggle piggle before? if you havent you have led a deprived life please! so youtube in the night garden!]
Before you started this survey, what were you doing? [my physics essay! which was due at 12 midnight! coolio right LOL.]
What is the last thing you watched on TV? [glimpses of a movie on channel 5 with an octopus O.o]
Without looking, guess what time it is [1.15!]
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? [1.11!]
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?[dao xiang by zhou jie lun! <33]
When did you last step outside? What were you doing? [getting the street directory from my dad's carrrrr hahaha.]
Did you dream last night? [dont remember!]
Do you remember your dreams? [induced memory when things remind me of it!]
When did you last laugh? [when writing my physics essay. lawl.]
Do you remember why / at what? [because was continually submitting it from 1130 because i kept finding mistakes again and again! my final copy was in at 1159, then i refused to check it again D:]
What is on the walls of the room you are in? [a styrofoam board that i put up when i was in p6 for notices. hahaha.]
Seen anything weird lately? [does my reflection in the mirror count!]
What do you think of this quiz? [i saw this on my ex student's blog. itchy hands la! so long never so survey already nyeheh.]
What is the last film you saw? [dark knight, joker was really disturbing.]
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? [somewhere where pace of life is s l o w ! somewhere where i can have sheep and garden and farm and pluck apples and be happy!]
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? [all the Nerdys of the world <3]
Tell me something about you that most people don't know. [im actually mrs chou :)]
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? [be a mega magnet to attract all the Nerdys of the world]
Do you like to dance? [for the good of mankind, emes shoudnt dance]
Would you ever consider living abroad? [not really actually.]
Does your name make any interesting anagrams? [nope]
Who made the last incoming call on your phone? [my home number.. i called myself because i couldnt find my phone. LOL.]
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? [i downloaded in a gazillion years T.T]
Last time you swam in a pool? [i.cannot.swim.]
Type of music you like most? [abit of everything la i guess.]
Type of music you dislike most? [abit of everything also hahaha]
Are you listening to music right now? [yellowcard's back home.]
What color is your bedroom carpet? [er i think the last time i checked, the rag was blue]
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do? [ah. expand it uber bigly.]
What was the last thing you bought? [lunch at megabites yesterday HOHO]
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike? [nope]
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?[sky diving! higherrrr]
Do you have a garden? [some semblance of it methinks]
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? [i choose to think so. :x]
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? [its time to go back to sleep]
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be? [Nerdy!]
Who sent the last text message you received? [LOL 9******* and her name is qingsss]
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? [NTUC :O yes they so accept credit cards okay.]
What time is bed time? [ahh any time of the day yo]
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? [:O]
How many tattoos do you have? [noneee]
If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one? [no leh very ugly leh]
What did you do for your last birthday? [i think.. i ate a cake. lawl.]
Do you carry a donor card? [nopesss]
Who was the last person you ate dinner with? [sister and mum!]
Is the glass half empty or half full? [empty T.T]
What's the farthest-away place you've been? [uk!]
When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato? [what about a homegrown chilli? a few days ago :)]
Have you ever won a trophy? [yesss]
Are you a good cook? [er. lol. adequate enough not to burn the house down.]
Do you know how to pump your own gas? [come to think about it, I USED TO KNOW WHEN I WAS YOUNG, now i dont! lol.]
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be? [nerdyyyy]
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school? [nyehehehe]
Do you touch-type? [what is to touch type?! dont you need to touch to type! no meh!]
What's under your bed?[lots of dust :O]
Do you believe in love at first sight? [no la i dont think so]
Think fast, what do you like right now? [the tranquility of the night]
Where were you on Valentine's day? [homeee]
What time do you get up? [7 plus YAWN]
What was the name of your first pet? [totti, a terrapin!]
Who is the second to last person to call you? [lol i have no idea because my phone is some bomb that doesnt log (*@&#$%]
Is there anything going on this weekend? [its the weekend! get sleep!]
How are you feeling right now? [why i actually started this. lol.]
What do you think about the most? [the doors that i sealed singlehandedly]
What time do you get up in the morning? [9, 10, then 12 :)]
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people? [why are the words caps loll. why must wait?! tell the whole world ar. hahaha]
Who would you tell first? [definitely nerdy.]
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema? [oh shucks, i saw my exstudent's answer and i just realised its not dark knight, its wall-e. LOL.]
Do you sing in the shower? [nawp.]
What do you do most when you are bored? [sleeeeeeep]
What do you do for a living? [i study and getting deeper in debt every day.]
Do you love your job? [!]
What did you want to be when you grew up? [i dont like thinking grow up = 2 years time.]
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be? [ah.]
Which came first the chicken or the egg? [a hybrid of both la aiyah]
How many keys on your key ring? [i dont have one 8)]
Where would you retire to? [somewhere nice with a beach nearby i hope!]
What kind of car do you drive? [my dads altis lol]
What are your best physical features? [my finger nails maybe.]
What are your best characteristics? [my finger nails still maybe]
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?[everywhereeee]
What kind of books do you like to read? [anything interesting!]
What is your favorite time of the day? [anytime away from school i think!]
Where did you grow up? [eastieeee]
How far away from your birthplace do you live now? [er. sgh to here i dont know how far please! aboput 14 mrt stops? lol]
What are you reading now? [my physics essay :)]
Are you a morning person or a night owl? [depends on the time of the year yo!]
Can you touch your nose with your tongue? [buey sai la!]
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows? [where got cannot one!]
Do you have pets?[currently no]
How many rings before you answer the phone?[see my mood la. lol]
What is your best childhood memory? [spending time with my sisters!]
What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life? [wah. banquet waitressing, teaching, saikanger. lol.]
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share? [its 1.50 zomg]
What is most important in life? [god, my family & everyone around me]
What Inspires You? [for now, sleep's a great inspirion.]
| whispered her words on October 26, 2008 at 1:04 am |
♥ of siasuayness to the max ♥
i have to tell the world about my super uber zomgly must suay day, possibly in my entire life so far.
(o )-( o) (o ) (o )
where (o ) is tow truck and - is link between tow truck and my dad's car and o = windows. and direction of traffic is <-----| whispered her words on October 12, 2008 at 6:44 pm |
♥ of being 19 ♥
okay no this will not do. the thought alone pricks my conscience. chris deserves an entry to himself, and in an even bigger font than the it-that-shall-not-be-named.| whispered her words on October 06, 2008 at 12:18 am |
♥ of ****s and a birthday boy ♥
there was a freaking WORM on my pillow. i saw it there after my shower, AFTER ive been on the bed for 3 hours before showering.
ross: HAHAHA. aiyah. look. ****s are just a combination of carbon dioxide, oxygen and hydrogen. nothing one what!
eme: :O
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS! good ol 19! :) | whispered her words on October 06, 2008 at 12:00 am |
♥ of the last lecture ♥
i just read the last lecture by randy pausch. very good but very sad :(| whispered her words on October 05, 2008 at 6:11 pm |
♥ everything i have ♥
i could promise the world
but its out of my hands
i can only give you everything i have
| whispered her words on September 27, 2008 at 9:10 pm |
♥ of the birthday boy ♥
happy birthday LEONARD.
quick grow up faster so you can be at least as tall as me soon 8)
| whispered her words on September 19, 2008 at 12:00 am |
♥ of p plates ♥
on friday while walking to lecture, melvin tan walked past me without seeing me for the 3rd or 4th consecutive time! mutters curses. and i thought i was an okay height @(*&#(*@*#@#**@# but come to think about it i dont think its me, its because of the 10000 chiobus he's always walking around with lor.| whispered her words on September 14, 2008 at 2:41am |
♥ to the little birthday girl ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED MEHMEH :) 17 years old behave like one please!
| whispered her words on September 14, 2008 at 12:00 am |
♥ of bronsted dory ♥
i am so sleeebby. yawn.
byebye brosted lowry
hello BRONSTED DORY| whispered her words on September 12, 2008 at 2:19 am |
♥ of food rations ♥
the best food on earth now
the pepero, not my bunny :)
okay i couldn't resist-- NERDY SAYS HELLO :)| whispered her words on September 09, 2008 at 9:39 pm |
♥ of reminiscence ♥
i just visited the shooting blog and i saw eunice's post covering ms chua's farewell. the shirt they made for her and daniel's + justin's medley of songs were just so cute please :) i think everyone's having the time of their lives there. i can see it and i can feel it just radiating out. i think anyone can :)
over and over again. | whispered her words on September 09, 2008 at 3:10 am |
♥ of kerbs and poles ♥
hello beautiful world! its a joyous day!
| whispered her words on September 06, 2008 at 6:12 pm |
♥ of muffins HEHHEH ♥
see i am loved <3<3 i have muffins you dont have!| whispered her words on August 31, 2008 at 2:57 pm |
♥ of cakes in cups ♥
jac was baking muffins cupcakes for her teacher. i insisted that they were both the same. but she got offended whenever i called the cakes in the cup muffins.| whispered her words on August 28, 2008 at 9:59 pm |
♥ of the idiots we're becoming ♥
lab yesterday was the worst tragedy of the milliennium. omg. kill me now and i will die blissfully. 
| whispered her words on August 26, 2008 at 10:52 pm |
♥ black and gold ♥
my driving instructor was telling me about his friend whose mistress asked him to marry her because she doesnt know that he's married. and just before my brain could process the fact that my instructor could actually be decent enough, he started boasting about his extra marital exploits. [edit: NO LA not the details.] bash repair his very warped brain.
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and gold
black and gold
black and gold| whispered her words on August 21, 2008 at 1:11 am |
♥ of nuts, sluts and perverts ♥
all you people of the world! go take a look at jac's new template! its so so so so so sweet i can guarantee you'll just die from diabetes on the spot. hahaha.| whispered her words on August 17, 2008 at 10:58 pm |
♥ blue! ♥
hello world! say hello to my new template xD
| whispered her words on August 15, 2008 at 2:18 pm |
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finally saw kris in school todayyy! hee. ABOUT TIME ALSO YO dont know why keep seeing junyang around cannot see kriskris T.T hahaha.
nicest helpful guy mugging halfway: mcdonalds ah? okay *concentrates* go straight here, up the stairs, turn right, take the lift down to first level, turn left, walk down the steps. oh 2 or 3 steps only and then...
eme & qing: O.o o.O HAHAHA.
eme :O
(eme and qing 5 minutes later, grim faced, climbs down steps)
| whispered her words on August 14, 2008 at 9:02 pm |
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i survived the first day of school! :) "alkanes and alkenes are quite similar. just change the a to e." <3| whispered her words on August 12, 2008 at 11:48 am |
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school starts tomorrow! :O :O i dont like.
not the book, but the fact that i finished reading D: if i could i think i would buy every single copy and force everyone i know into reading it. nyeheheh.
...| whispered her words on August 10, 2008 at 9:17 pm |
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at this point i really have no idea about how to start this entry. can i just say bidding for modules is the biggest bomb ever?
And I don't know what's wrong with me
I don't know what's wrong with me
I don't know what's left of me
I don't know what's right with me
And I've sung Amazing Grace
I've tarnished all our memories
But there'll always be a trace of you
Of you
Trying to get you to jump with me
Trying to get you to fall for me
Holding hands you promised me
Holding hands we counted to three
And I saw you change your mind
If I hadn't dragged you in with me
You would have left me dive without you
Without you
And maybe that Dublin sky was changing you
It put diamonds in your eyes
I always thought we were gonna make it through
But I wanted to hear it first from you
How many nights till I forget you?
Have I been wasting all those years
Held down by these tears
How many hopes have been diverted?
Have I been buried in the dirt
Held down by this hurt
How many ways can I study the playback
How did I end up lying here
Crying underneath a Dublin sky?
How many nights till I forget you?
Have I been wasting all these years?
Drowning in my tears
How many days till I forget you?
Have I been wasting all these years
Drowning in my tears?| whispered her words on August 06, 2008 at 11:56 pm |
♥ . ♥
tell me why.| whispered her words on July 07, 2008 at 1:32 pm |
♥ . ♥
eme was born 19 years ago at this time! :) :)
| whispered her words on June 19, 2008 at 2:56 am |
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i am sad!
:(
| whispered her words on May 19, 2008 at 12:49 pm |
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Emelyne, a 3-syllable girl's name of Teutonic origin, means:
Industrious; intellectual| whispered her words on March 01, 2008 at 12:08 am |
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a slight tinge of.
"BANKAI" x10000 from kristel| whispered her words on November 28, 2007 at 7:13 pm |
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4!
| whispered her words on November 19, 2007 at 1:54 am |
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i just took a bath and i was thinking about math somemore-- i keep uncovering more mistakes that i made because they just keep popping up in my head.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIN :)
may you become less retarded soon yo!| whispered her words on November 02, 2007 at 3:41 pm |
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20 more days to go! 3 out of 13 papers down. growl.
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists and turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these small hours still remain| whispered her words on November 02, 2007 at 2:59 pm |
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benjamin mckenzie of australian idol is awesome. and cute. and hot. and 17. and :) :) makes me wonder why we all watch singapore idol for :/ but growl. he got out already :( tragic tragic.
Dont Stop Till You Get Enough
Bittersweet Symphony
ben mckenzie was one of the favourites too, along with him. but :(:( life is quite sucky sometimes.
| whispered her words on October 23, 2007 at 2:16 am |
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i really shouldnt be here but.
jac and i found out something cool today!
clement got married!
!!
!!!
!!| whispered her words on October 18, 2007 at 1:53 am |
♥ . ♥
and casey
when you go
can you come and find me
wanna be beside you
when you leave this town
ive been waving goodbye
pretending not to cry
i want to be someone
if you take me away
all the pain will change
into a memory
of when we were amazing
| whispered her words on October 08, 2007 at 4:23 pm |
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I suspect i crashed the computer shortly after adding yesterday's entry :( so i am very very worried now but my dad promised to take a look so maybe there's still hope. | whispered her words on September 17, 2007 at 11:05 am |
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diaryland died on me halfway through my entry T.T
A hidden fortress
I have blackened out the stars
And hidden frequencies
I have silenced all the waves
And forbidden secrecies
And I'm on my way
When the world below
Is cold and gray
On the verge of something wonderful
A resurgence
On the edge of something wonderful
sniffs and dies.